its our time to change

Posted in Uncategorized on March 26, 2008 by smileylesley

um…

just so you know

i have another blog

www.xanga.com/insignificantwishes2610

do visit that blog to…. 

19th March 2008(:

Posted in Uncategorized on March 19, 2008 by smileylesley

happy birthday sarah(: 

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don’t give me that attitude, k bitch? 

 Thank you, Megan(:

 OMG….. Today is like the second time this week, my car held more than 2 people. Audrey, Clarisse, Georgina, Joy,  Leanne, Natasha, Nicolette, Yvette hitched a ride to holland village. Clarisse sat on me and either nic or tasha sat on her and I ALMOST DIED!!! But it was damn funny, when they were let out, anna, andrew, liz and marcus were at the pedestrian crossing, marcus was like “What the hell? How can like 8 people fit into a 5-seater car?” In school, I bought a size M jacket which looked like a DRESS!!!

VALERIE :

WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM? JUST BECAUSE I ASKED YOU TO PAY ME $12.50 DOES NOT MEAN I AM PISSED AT YOU!!! NOW YOU PISSED MEGAN & ME OFF….. YOU CAN BE “DEPRESSED” FOR ALL I CARE BECAUSE YOU DO NOT EVEN HAVE A REASON TO BE “DEPRESSED”!!! I LOST $50, DAMN IT!!!!! ITS NOT LIKE ITS $2 OR $10, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF I LOST YOUR $50…… IF IT WAS $2, I’D BE OK WITH IT!!! BUT ITS NOT $2, ITS $50…..

 xoxo    

lesley(: 

 

 p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!! hope you found your phone(:

living in a creepy fantasy, praying to get out

Posted in Uncategorized on March 18, 2008 by smileylesley

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what the fuck?

 Today I lost $50, THANKS TO VALERIE CHUA, VICTOR, ANTHONY & JASON!!! NOT VERY HAPPY ABOUT IT….. pissed at hannah for not believing me at all….. tried to talk teng yang into breaking up with sinead…… got hugged by edward (EWW…)…….. went around the whole canteen with natasha and joy to find the stupid rumour spreader but he/she wasn’t even from acs!!! After school, I stayed back for a while, talked to megan, kat & clarisse asked me for a ride to the taxi stand which of course happened(: Today, overall, is a horrible day…………lesley(:

Everyone has the right to be afraid sometimes

all you need is a friend

a friend to confide in 

a good friend

a close friend

a special friend

a best friend

a true friend

 and most importantly

you 

 

it just takes some time…

Posted in Uncategorized on March 18, 2008 by smileylesley

JIMMY EAT WORLD 

 IN THE MIDDLE

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet

It’s only in your head you feel left out

Or looked down on

Just try your best, try everything you can

And don’t you worry what they tell themselves

When you’re away.

It just takes some time, little girl in the middle of the ride (over, and over)

Everything, everything will be just fine (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be alright (alright)

Hey, you know they’re all the same

You know you’re doing better on your own (on your own)

So don’t buy in.

Live right now

Yeah, just be yourself.

It doesn’t matter if it’s good enough

For someone else

It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride (over, and over)

Everthing, everything it’ll be just fine (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be alright (alright)

It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be just fine (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be alright (alright)

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet

It’s only in your head you feel left out

 Or looked down on

Just do your best, do everything you can.

And don’t you worry what the bitter hearts, are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be just fine (over, and over)

Everything, everything it’ll be alright (alright).

It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride (over, and over)

Everything, everything It’ll be just fine (over, and over)

 Everything, everything it’ll be alright (alright) 

it cannot wait, i’m yours

Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2008 by smileylesley

I’M YOURS 
 
JASON MRAZ 
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
 
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
 I’ll be giving it my bestest
 
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some
I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours
 
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
 Ah, la peaceful melodys
 
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love
So I won’t hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
 Our time is short
 This is our fate, I’m yours
 
I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reason
 
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
 
I won’t hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
 Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
 
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with meah, la one big family
 
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won’t hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
No I won’t hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
 Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours 

 

that’s not the point

Posted in Uncategorized on March 14, 2008 by smileylesley

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 i miss your warm smile

i miss your warm hugs with me

i miss our warm talks

the point is that is miss you

):

 i do not miss your warm smile 

i do not miss your warm hugs with me

i do not miss our warm talks

the point is that i do not miss you 

(: 

i thought love was only true in fairy tales

Posted in Uncategorized on March 14, 2008 by smileylesley

I’M A BELIEVER

 
SMASH MOUTH 
 
I thought love was

Only true in fairy tales
 
Meant for someone else
 
But not for me
 
Love was out to get to me
 
That’s the way it seems
 
Disappointment haunted
 
All my dreams 
 
And then I saw her face
 
Now I’m a believer
 
Not a trace
 
Of doubt in my mind
 
I’m in love
 
I’m a believer
 
I couldn’t leave her
 
If I tried
 
I thought love was
 
More or less a given thing
 
But the more I gave the less
 
I got, oh yeah
 
What’s the use in trying
 
All you get is pain
 
When I wanted sunshine
 
I got rain
 
And then I saw her face
 
Now I’m a believer
 
Not a trace
 
Of doubt in my mind
 
I’m in love
 
I’m a believer 
 
I couldn’t leave her
 
If I tried
 
What’s the use in trying
 
All you get is pain
 
When I wanted sunshine
 
I got rain
 
And then I saw her face
 
Now I’m a believer
 
Not a trace
 
Of doubt in my mind
 
I’m in love
 
 I’m a believer
 
I couldn’t leave her
 
If I tried
 
Then I saw her face
 
Now I’m a believer
 
Not a trace
 
Of doubt in my mind
 
Now I’m a believer
 
Yeah, yeah, yeah
 
Yeah, yeah, yeah
 
I’m a believer
 
I’m a believer
 
I’m a believer

 

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Posted in Uncategorized on March 13, 2008 by smileylesley

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if thats not love, then what is?

Posted in Uncategorized on March 13, 2008 by smileylesley

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 i hate holidays 

Spent the whole day cooped up at home doing nothing but homework, watch csi & spongebob squarepants, facebook & talked to edward and daffy and desiree and leanne.

SCREW HOLIDAYS

 

 p.s please give me lyrics suggestions so i have things to do(:

p.s.s this is like the sweetest song ever(:

 CATCH UP WITH THE END

THE NAKED BROTHERS BAND 

 
No time for feelings or for love,
Worship a man on the bus stop,
Brighten the day of a woman on the subway,
Catch up with the end
Running like a chicken without it’s head,
The universe is through one’s soul,
Rockin’ to bed a baby that’s not yours
Catch Up With The End
Don’t do as I do,
Why do you do as I say?
I might make people angry,
That’s a risk I’ll take
Catch Up With The End
Catch Up With The End
Catch Up With The End
  Catch Up With The End…

 

baby, if you love me smile(:

Posted in Uncategorized on March 13, 2008 by smileylesley

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baby, i love you

baby, i love you lots

baby, you’re my all

baby, i’m not over you 

): 

baby, i don’t love you

baby, i don’t love you lots

baby, you’re not my all

baby, i’m over you

(: